Everything Means Nothing

The hardest thing in life is to forgive yourself.
The days and nights remember what you were instead.
The mirror reflects the memories,
Of what you were before.
The bed you sleep on,
Smells like the heretofore.

Tracing figure eights,
On the flat of the back.
Kisses gently pass
The day away.
Tears refresh the fear,
And the need for forgiveness.
The need to feel a union.
The need to not be alone.
Cause I've been digging alone,
For all these years.
I've been carving my coffin,
With all these fears.
I've been blotting out the sun,
From here till kingdom come.

Cause its the hardest thing in life
To give up someone.